Not everything goes as planed

Hey yall... welcome to my 1st blog again since june... Sigh... days past so fast... but it seems to slow down without you... Well, today was ok... SS paper wasnt as hard as i expected... but as usual it was damn rushing and i wrote the answers till my hand almost cramped up lol... Mei and Nigel came over after the paper... 1st time Nigel met my parents lol... damn cool.. haha. Didnt sms me the almost the whole day eh? I'm getting worried... Plz tell me that smth went wrong between us so i know how to make things right. I can't take the silence between us. I really love you and want you bad but as the days pass it seems like you are drifting furthur away from me... I may not be able to give you your materialistic desires if there are any, i may not be able to be there for you always(after all we live on opposite sides of the island), i may not be able to give you full happiness, but i promise that i will do everything in my power and might to make you as happy as i can. Everything i am, and everything i have, have already been surrendered to you... please give me the chance