Don't know why, but have been getting alot of requests to update blog so... after almost 20 days, update lor!
Cant help feeling and asking myself, why the fuck i was even born to this family?! It seems the only thing i can treasure from my family is everyone but my parents. To all my frenz out there, i know you all say that im super lucky being an only child. Trust me, it is like hell! Imagine this, in every family, the parents will dish out 100% of hell on their kids. The more siblings you have, the less hell you all get. From what i see amongst my cousins, some of them younger than me are getting even more freedom than me! Screw my fucking life la. I know it sounds stupid, but these are the times i wish i had a girlfriend. Some one i can always count on to brighten my day, some one to hold and to hold me back to comfort me, some one i can talk to late into the night and would let me pour out every single one of my troubles. Life sucks. Almost scolded FUCK infront of Mum juz now. I have always wished i never had a Dad, but with the way he is treating me now juz makes me wish i could kill him with my own hands. He fucking grounded me cos i havent got my pay. Anyway, here is my sincerest apology to you mei, that i cant acompany you to send nigel off, i feel damn shingzy right now la. Mom said that she will try talking to the Shingzer if i can go OBS outing tmrw. He better let, if not he will witness my worst rebellion yet, that mother fucking chi bai.
Anyway, was glad ye-ye called the Shingzer 2 nights back. Was playing mahjong, so wasn't really concentrated on the conversation with him. He mistook it for my chinese being super lousy and he called Shingzer. Shingzer then got an ear full from grandpa haha! Was so nice to hear that it happened. But of cos, the parents always takes it out on their kids. But was too happy that i couldn't be bothered by what he say. Btw shingzer, if you think that i'm a useless son, look back in the mirror and see that you are a useless dad too! You think your strict way of raising me has me on the right track?! Too bad! It's my life and i don't take instructions! It's up to me if i want to cooperate or not. If you want me to, then treat me nicely. I can still remember the younger days when i used to get beaten by you and i can tell you this... Mommy is the only one that has my respect! So Shingz off!
Cant help feeling and asking myself, why the fuck i was even born to this family?! It seems the only thing i can treasure from my family is everyone but my parents. To all my frenz out there, i know you all say that im super lucky being an only child. Trust me, it is like hell! Imagine this, in every family, the parents will dish out 100% of hell on their kids. The more siblings you have, the less hell you all get. From what i see amongst my cousins, some of them younger than me are getting even more freedom than me! Screw my fucking life la. I know it sounds stupid, but these are the times i wish i had a girlfriend. Some one i can always count on to brighten my day, some one to hold and to hold me back to comfort me, some one i can talk to late into the night and would let me pour out every single one of my troubles. Life sucks. Almost scolded FUCK infront of Mum juz now. I have always wished i never had a Dad, but with the way he is treating me now juz makes me wish i could kill him with my own hands. He fucking grounded me cos i havent got my pay. Anyway, here is my sincerest apology to you mei, that i cant acompany you to send nigel off, i feel damn shingzy right now la. Mom said that she will try talking to the Shingzer if i can go OBS outing tmrw. He better let, if not he will witness my worst rebellion yet, that mother fucking chi bai.
Anyway, was glad ye-ye called the Shingzer 2 nights back. Was playing mahjong, so wasn't really concentrated on the conversation with him. He mistook it for my chinese being super lousy and he called Shingzer. Shingzer then got an ear full from grandpa haha! Was so nice to hear that it happened. But of cos, the parents always takes it out on their kids. But was too happy that i couldn't be bothered by what he say. Btw shingzer, if you think that i'm a useless son, look back in the mirror and see that you are a useless dad too! You think your strict way of raising me has me on the right track?! Too bad! It's my life and i don't take instructions! It's up to me if i want to cooperate or not. If you want me to, then treat me nicely. I can still remember the younger days when i used to get beaten by you and i can tell you this... Mommy is the only one that has my respect! So Shingz off!
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