Mummy suddenly turned damn nice to me today. Quite suprising. As usual, the Asshole didn't let me out at all today even though had OBS gathering... Talked to mum today and she told me to be home by 5. Damn early, but atleast i got to go out. Today Camp 1 outing rox... Played frisby from the time we reached, which was at around 1 30? Supposed to meet up at 12 but some overslept, some last minute decided to come and some had some school programe earlier. Played pool while waiting.
So... Played frisby, and most people were kinda inexperienced in it. So what else to do? Train them lor. Played then by the time they all decided to cycle, it was already 3 30. Rented blades with Rachel. We went all the way to NSC then headed back. By the time we reached lagoon, it was almost 5. So borrowed 10 from Mercus Lau who heng heng juz nice was working at IC near lagoon and cab back home. Sry to my fellow friends who had to carry my blades all the way back... I owe you guys big time!
Reach home and chillaxed till 8 then was invited over to Alex's place to help them with their rock band. Lol. Played then went down to slack with Evania, YingYing, Donovan. Was having so much fun when Ying started to go emo. Everyone kept quiet after that. Atleast before i left i saw Donovan make her smile again :D.
I don't know if i'm scared of your reaction, the truth or i'm not ready. They are convincing me to get you but i don't know. Today, seeing you sad really broke my heart. And when i thought i heard a sulk from you, my heart just crumbled into pieces. I don't know what i can do to make you go back to the bubbly and jumpy self that you were. You were the one i can always count on to make me smile or laugh no matter how bad my day was. And now seeing you sad, i feel so useless, not knowing what to do. I tried my best to comfort you with an sms but you didn't reply. I can only hope that you will feel better soon and know that i will always be here for you when you need me, juz like you have been there for me.
So... Played frisby, and most people were kinda inexperienced in it. So what else to do? Train them lor. Played then by the time they all decided to cycle, it was already 3 30. Rented blades with Rachel. We went all the way to NSC then headed back. By the time we reached lagoon, it was almost 5. So borrowed 10 from Mercus Lau who heng heng juz nice was working at IC near lagoon and cab back home. Sry to my fellow friends who had to carry my blades all the way back... I owe you guys big time!
Reach home and chillaxed till 8 then was invited over to Alex's place to help them with their rock band. Lol. Played then went down to slack with Evania, YingYing, Donovan. Was having so much fun when Ying started to go emo. Everyone kept quiet after that. Atleast before i left i saw Donovan make her smile again :D.
I don't know if i'm scared of your reaction, the truth or i'm not ready. They are convincing me to get you but i don't know. Today, seeing you sad really broke my heart. And when i thought i heard a sulk from you, my heart just crumbled into pieces. I don't know what i can do to make you go back to the bubbly and jumpy self that you were. You were the one i can always count on to make me smile or laugh no matter how bad my day was. And now seeing you sad, i feel so useless, not knowing what to do. I tried my best to comfort you with an sms but you didn't reply. I can only hope that you will feel better soon and know that i will always be here for you when you need me, juz like you have been there for me.
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